princess~life

Retribution

2011-09-07T19:55:00.001-07:00

I do believe in retribution.. will wait and see...

know u are reading...

2011-06-11T07:06:00.000-07:00

To whom will concern about mi....

life is really a ridicule isn't it? what was once mine, become others...what was once my photo, now become replaced by others...

guess a lot of ppl can live with a guilty heart or disguising it very well in front of others.. tiring isn't it? how could one be happy when you know that the happiness you obtain from or happily grabbing on is given on the sacrifice of other that you once loved so deeply...

you may bluff others but deep inside your heart, it's just a thin line holding on to your heart.

there's a girl i know.. who can't work well properly, have to go thru psychological treatment and worst, did not have the understanding from the family and she is in big financial problem where all her medical conditions cost her a bomb.

it's not sth that can be easily recovered and have a lot of side effect, be it emotionally or physically.. but this gal.. have to act very well in front of others to hide all the pain., to hide the truth that soon she wont be ard anymore..

but when you think that she is very pitiful or having a hard life, this is called sacrifice. she is happier if she could die.. but before she could, she hope that her parents or ppl that is close to her has some protection or some money for the rest of their life.. it's tiring..

well... moral of the story is that a lot of things or blame or responsibility cannot be pushed away just by saying sorry or i can't help u or just keep quiet and hoping that things will heal and worked out.. come on.. the reality is not a fairytale. Everybody is responsible for their own actions and decision.

you may have a lot of reason to substantial your decision but you may never push away the consequences of the decision you make just by running away...

hard time living

2011-06-02T21:30:00.001-07:00

haiz.. it's so hard to survive now.. barely buying anything new for myself.. I'm so worried..I can't differentiate who is good nnd who is the baddie.. cos the same person can be the one who hold you together and also the one who push you down the hellfire..

Daddy, I regretted for taking him away from mi.. at least I know it's a gift that I only will have for my life... I'm sorry boy..please dun hate mi.. At least, I wont be alone now.. and watching ppl smiling and enjoying their moments with every smile was exchanged by someone's else tears.

hungry.. =(

doing nothing in the office

2010-02-04T02:25:00.000-08:00

staying back in the office is quite comfortable when no one else is around...

you can do what you like, talk to whoever you like and even sing to yourself.

However, it won't fun if you have an empty soul...

Tonight I gg to have a nice dinner with my friends and Zoom.. go back to my home sweet home and rest..

I prayed that everyone has a nice sleep tonight and the sweetest dream ever.

i'm back

2010-01-08T10:24:00.000-08:00

Hi my friends and loyal readers of my blog~~

I'm BACK!!

I received more than 2 comments and feedback from my friends that I have not post anything in my blog for very long. I was like.. hmmm... YA!

So I decided to blog a post tonight.

I went out with my colleagues today. We went to Great World to window shopping for awhile and eventually had our dinner at Food Junction. THe food there is not bad. Seriously, even though it is from Food Junction.

I find it better than Kopitiam.

Well, subsequently, we went to Wisma to buy a present from another colleague where his BD is coming. His name is Jackson. I don't know him very well but from what I heard from this click of friends, he is a branded guy.

Haha... not my cup of tea.. too cl...

Then we went to outdoors to sit down and have a chat~

nice way to relax with your friends!

BUT worst when you know that you have to work tomorrow!

so Good night my friends. Going to have my beauty sleep soon....

2009-08-21T17:39:00.000-07:00

this best describe wat happen....

徐佳莹-失落沙洲

词曲:徐佳莹

又来到这个港口
没有原因的拘留
我的心乘着斑剥的轻舟
寻找失落的沙洲

随时间的海浪漂流
我用力张开双手
拥抱那么多起起落落
想念的还是你望着我的眼波

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

又回到这个尽头我也想再往前走
只是越看见海阔天空
越遗憾没有你分享我的感动

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
疲惫的身影不是我
不是你想看见的我
我不是一定要你回来
只是当独自走入人海
除了你之外的依赖
还有谁能教我勇敢

除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

This is really a nice song... hope u all will like it.. hehe..
I love u everyone, muacks

2009-08-20T23:28:00.000-07:00

must have waited very long for moi to update my block right?

hmmz...

Ello! sorry everybody! I didn't mean to wait until so long till i update my blog. A lot of things has happened in this just one month. Things has changed, people has changed and worst, everything is going haywire.

I am at the lowest point of my life with all those unhappy stuffs that happen to mi at one go. But dont worry, it wont make any difference to add another one or two into my heart.

My ACCA result had came out and my life has completely changed either.

I am no longer the person that ppl will like or hang out with. I need moral support from all of my friends.(true friends)

I feel like changing my heart away or my brain away to forget everything.

Worst, I went back to the time whereby I dun even understand what i am toking or blogging about. One thing for sure is that, my 21st birthday is coming and I had bought a special gift for myself. hehe.. I cant wait for it to come.

Only those that had fate with mi will be able to see it. hahahahaha...

2009-07-17T02:53:00.000-07:00

exciting life!!

wow wow wow.. I just came back from Thailand on the 14th July from a midnight flight and I worked for 3 days and now I am on my way to Genting!!

HAHA!

isn't that awesome? haha.. well.. that's life man!

No matter what, I hope you understand what I have been trying very hard to tell you from the deepest words in my heart.

Hehe... This Genting may be short and doing all those usual stuffs. But the feeling is totally different. (only u know why)

I will take photos as usual. hehe...

My mama force me to develop the photos we took in Thailand.. So troublesome.. haiz...

What to do>??! empress gave her words liao.

haha

2009-07-10T22:44:00.001-07:00

this is all i can say.. lol

2009-07-06T06:46:00.000-07:00

~~~how boring~~~

i happened to be in a position whereby i am lost in my wonderland, blinded by my heart, my soft-heartedness and my timidness. This is so-called a cross junction.

To others, I may seem to be wearing a pretty coat of nice outfit leading a good life, having a pretty face and living a comfortable life. But, deep down in my heart, the truth will reveal sooner or later to the people around me. Be it good or bad.. Be it hurt or loved... Believe mi, life is never so simple.

In this world, you are always given an option to choose the path u walk. The path u took may be good or even bad or rather in some scenarios, it will land u in deep shit. However, we still move on.

Just like work, sometimes u know this place is not for u yet because of certain things, u are being tied up in this cage. Yes, there is a choice - which is to quit. Nevertheless, there is always this 'BUT' . My 'BUT' is that I need to work to allow me to study thru my ACCA.

Sometimes, I always laughed here and there and all my friends seem to be taken by my laughter and smile. Indeed, I am happy at that moment but who can see the moments in my heart whereby I am dripping tears down my face? I can say... not many. Only those important ones.

u know who u are.. I'm Glad..

2009-06-05T01:11:00.000-07:00

I am back to my normal life now as my exam is finish for June 2009 (ACCA). Phew.. so stressful and disappointed. The tax paper is fine but the audit.... haiz... I guess this time i really cannot make it le. Please console mi, all my friends...

Things has been going pretty out of control these few days.. So unusually that I lost control of my emotion, my calmness...

Well.. let mi ask u.. how will react after u been in an environment under a lot of stress, headache pressing u in ur pathetic small brain and ur heart asking u to do sth else??

is it too complicated? I also find it too.. tat's why cant blame mi for losing it.. hehe.. But now i'm fine. Dun worry and dun take it to heart or dun blame urself. It's mi. relax..

take care.. always..

2009-05-31T10:34:00.000-07:00

the power of believe....

the past whole week i have been living under stress due to the upcoming exam.. However, the solution to my stress is retail therapy.. dun chey guys!! which girl dun do this and when is it not effective each time??!! right?? haha...

tml is my exam le.. this time round i really feel even more stressful than the previous session.. i ask myself whether it will be even more each time i going to have my exam?? haiz... then i think i will be very very stress everytime when all other kids are enjoying their school holidays...

jia you jia you!!!

tired and tired..

2009-05-27T11:27:00.000-07:00

Tired life

Dear friends... what is love and what is care and what is friendship??

I am actually quite very tired of my current life.. dun seem to have much motivation and goals...

I have no idea what i can do for myself now except keep indulging in retail therapy... but it going to cost me a boom.

ytd is so coincidence...
I was going home from my workplace. I saw Yi guang from my sec sch at novena and he was mentioning he is now a medic in TTS.

then after that when i'm at city hall, i saw nurdin also from my sec sch plus from the same class some more at the train. I was totally shocked and dunno what i toking after that...

well...

i am so vexed now.. haiz....

this is for him

2009-05-18T04:03:00.000-07:00

Hi, this blog entry that i write is especially for ah da da.

I hope u can look at the people around u. I believe those friends that are very close to you till u think that they are actually so called 'sisters', may be the person u looking for. That's how i feel also during the past. At that time, it's kind of a threat like that but right now.. i really hope you can help yourself.

I'm sorry to make you ____ that day. I didn't mean it and I really hope that in the future, dun pressurize me. Sorry but I quite happy yesterday during the dinner we had at MFM..

Jia you.

working on a saturday night....

2009-05-15T20:47:00.000-07:00

Yawnz!!

Hello!! I am blogging this entry at my desk at work. It's always so boring and quiet to work on a saturday whereby I have a wedding to attend at night... imagine I have to doll myself up, change to a nice dress and look the best during the wedding..

Well, this is the first time in my life I am attending a FRIEND'S wedding. Subconsciously, I have reached the stage whereby I am old enough to attend my colleague's or friend wedding. Hmmz, time really pass very quickly but not during work.

In a few weeks time, my ACCA exam is coming again. This time it will be held at RJC again. Seriously, I kind of worried for my Audit paper. is kind of pretty unsure how it will turn.

I have not started my revision yet some more!!

~~

All my darlings out there, thanks for the support you all provide me throughout the tough period and unhappiness at work...

Thanks - 1- An, 2-Pea, 3-S, 4-C, 5-Al, 6-Peg

Hehe.. morse code

~~

my decision

2009-05-15T04:38:00.000-07:00

After reading his blog.. i seriously think that I got to improve on my blogging skills starting from this entry onward.

~

After this few weeks, I realised that no matter how busy a person is, there's always something that will make them feel 'Hey! something is missing here.' But... life still goes on...

Many times in my life, I told myself. "Hey, Yueling! when you have make your decision, go with your decision. Don't regret or look back. BUT, think before you decide!"

Hence, I don't usually act harshly on certain matters especially matters concerning my hearts. Those who know me well enough will know what kind of person I am, what kind of principles I have.

~

Sorrie, Ah da da.. I am suppose to catch a movie with you but didn't manage to due to my work and studies. I really really feel very bad to make you waste the tickets. I don't know whether you did really go and watch it alone or you simply stay at home quietly. However, I really really very sorrie.

Nonetheless, I know what i promise you on your requests. I will do it cause I also don't wish to hurt you and I am not doing it out of guilt or sorrie. I am willing. Be happy and strong.

~

I'm so shag after work today with long meeting and follow work to do. Well, exam are coming too!! I'm so stressed either.

Yesterday, I went pedicure with my colleague, Angie. My toes are so so so CUTE!! haha..I just cant stop looking at them. It's like the colour are just made for my toes. haha...If there is a chance, I will put the photos on sunday to let you all see.. hehe..

~

08/05/2009

2009-05-08T03:13:00.000-07:00

When u are sitting quietly in one corner,

Have u ever wonder what kind of person u are in the past?
have u ever wonder why u are sitting here alone?
Have u ever wonder why certain can be given to u and taken away from u in a split of a second?

Why?

Well, when certain things is meant to be, it's meant to be. U cannot force to come or force it to stay with u. Stubborn abt certain matters is good as sincere and hardwork will be pay off.

Now,

All I can say is that, work hard my fellow colleagues, friends and many many that is once the very important person in my life, you are definitely going to leave a very sturdy place in my heart. Especially ah gu...

I will not forget it. Thanks...

and once again I'm Sorry....

for u...

2009-05-06T03:18:00.000-07:00

张韶涵-不想懂得

当世界不知不觉的变了
有时候我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想像是一种快乐

拥有了同时也失去什么
而眷恋原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟
心开始曲折

我不想舍得不想懂得
是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么

我不想舍得不想懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
互相照顾就是幸福的

当世界不知不觉的变了
有时候我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想像是一种快乐

拥有了同时也失去什么
而眷恋原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟
心开始曲折

我不想舍得不想懂得
是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么

我不想舍得不想懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
能握着手就是感动的

我愿意一秒钟放弃全宇宙
只在只有我们紧靠着的小星球

我不想舍得不想懂得
是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么

我多不舍得多不懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
能握着手就是感动的

说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么

我多不舍得多不懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
能握着手就是感动的

...

I just hope.. u will be hao hao de...

王力宏-春雨里洗过的太阳
作词:王力宏易家扬王大中作曲:

分开之后另一年的春天

记忆也像下雪一样溶解

那些有你在身边的影片

呼的一声飞得老远老远

爱在夏天过完之后锁在秋天

当爱过多年之后的我好了一些

雨后的天上彩虹出现衬出一片蓝天

我在淋过一场大雨之后的晴朗

那是春雨里洗过的太阳

每个冬季带来失落伤得多深

然后忽然看懂云的形状

if you listen to the rhythm of the pouring rain

每个呼吸都是新的芬芳
流下的眼泪留下了智慧
爱情会天亮也一定会黑
世界会等我它问我冬天过去没
那是春雨里洗过的太阳(春雨你的太阳)
每个冬季带来失落伤得多深(伤得多深)
每个呼吸都是你的芬芳
春雨里洗过的太阳

过了就过了。。

2009-05-05T02:28:00.000-07:00

很多事情一旦过去就让它过去吧。

我不能说什么。

祝福我吧。

so tired

2009-04-17T02:29:00.000-07:00

I am so so so tired... sorrie guys if i am not able to go out with u man.. one person onli give the time to another person.. if i can split or clone myself, that definitely save me a lot of trouble.. haha...

i just sprained my ankle.. sian lor.. so tired..

Why i sprained my ankle, i cannot walk fast but i can jump i can run.. haiz.. so funny....

seriously i too tired to realise wat i typing...

me me me..

2009-04-08T17:41:00.000-07:00

SCORPIO - The Intense One
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

ARIES - The Daredevil
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge... EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.

GEMINI - The Chatterbox
Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, but is only changeable. Beautiful physically and mentally.

LEO - The Boss
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. D oing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

office politics

2009-04-03T17:55:00.001-07:00

hello everyone.. sorrie for not updating so frequently..

I been very vexed and moody recently.. due to a lot of reasons..

as much as I wanted to say, but I dunno where I could start and what I could comment on..

This is wat a 'working life' phrase that everyone has to go thru..

Be it office politics, wary of colleagues or even watch ur own back.. this is so so common. But what shall I say?? I just have to be not so trusting..

hmmz..

In life, there is still a lot of place where one can look comfort into, where one can put down defence and rest. However, isn't it tired? no wonder ppl always say school life is the best.. well..

I do agree. but working life will allow one to be grow up, to be more mature.

right? so my friend, stop indulging in those puppy love as this will not last when there is a change of lifestyles or character or worst, heart.

haha... good luck and take care ya...

now finally...

2009-03-15T08:39:00.000-07:00

hey man.. how have everybody been doing now lately?

I got a very good news to say.. first.. I passed my 2 ACCA papers... wow... phew what a great feeling it is!!!

I love it man!! after all I did put in a lot of hardwork...

and thank to one person who been supporting thru this.. and I really really glad...

I pass the highest failing rate paper F5: Performance Management!! wow..

congrats me..

sorry for not being abt to tell everybody this good news..

I know you all will be happy for me.. I am one step nearer to my 3k pay.. haha...

this is the pic i took of the evening sun... when i am in the plane up in the sky

I hope that this beautiful sun sets allow ppl to understand that at the bottom of this clouds, it is actually dark in colour = raining heavily but over to the other side = mi in the plane, it is so beautiful made.

I just hope that you ppl, try to look at the bright side of life.. everytimes when sad things happen, ppl tend to miss all minor but important in their lifes just like taking a stop at one roadside or even stop in the middle of the road and take glance up at our beautiful sky above us.

Oh man! I did it

2009-02-16T01:18:00.000-08:00

Oh right man!

Congrats to me...

I passed the highest failing rate paper in ACCA, which is the performance management.

Haha!!

I am so so happy..

nothing is more happier than this...

For all rockers!!

2009-01-20T21:43:00.000-08:00

HEH!!

to all rockers!!

Fall out boy is coming to Singapore at Feb 10. Concert @ Singapore Indoor Stadium. Go find out more if u interested...

To all my closest friend!!

Invite me during the nice CNY visit to each other house...

*rmb? this is our usual routine every year!!

A bright Bright new year

2009-01-07T22:33:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone!!

welcome to my "wordfull" blog..as i couldn't be able to upload photos so it seems that my blog is always pictureless.. so sorrie ab tat horx!!

Sorrie Yuesheng that I couldn't join you all for countdown celebration as i caught up with sth. Dun angry ok? u always in my mind. anything can always find me de.. hehe.. dun worry.. I wont forget you de.

Jian ming!! Now become good boy le horx! everytime with mama de.. that's good. haha.. Guai Guai.. Jia you ok for your studies? cause I hope u will excel in everything u do. :)

Nonetheless, to all my friend...

What is your new year resolution?

Get a new bf/gf?
work?

well... I dun seem to have one.. I just hope I could pass all my exam and I will be just fine!

hehe.. Pals.. do get in touch with me ah? okayz? even though it is just a few sms.. it's the thought that count.. but do initiate to sms me first.. haha.. why? because I shy lor!!

haha.. muacks.. love you all always...

the day after christmas...

2008-12-25T19:23:00.000-08:00

wow wow wow!! Hello pals... it's been long since i last wrote a post here.. sorrie abt it..

how is everyone's christmas yesterday? drank till dead? or dance till crazy? or just like any normal day?

I had been very weak recently. Last week gotten my eyes swollen then very uncomfortable and on the christmas eve, i gotten a sore throat and cough. What a Disaster!!

well... another long weekend will be coming soon.. I hope everyone will enjoy it really really well.. haha..

it's finally all over....

2008-12-08T19:50:00.000-08:00

haha.. i'm back from my battle...

already becoming undead liao...haha...

during these two weeks of training.. it have deprive me of my singing session with my secondary friends... deprive me from mahjong session with my childhood friends.... and deprive me from going to sentosa with yuesheng they all...

i'm so sad that i have to reject everyone.. haha...

sorry.. no next time le.. unless it is my exam period again.. haha...

sian...

christmas is coming.. is everyone in the festive mood? i am.

i dun wish to think so much for my papers though it is a disaster.. haha

time to pull up my socks...

2008-11-25T00:32:00.000-08:00

i'm now on a 2 weeks leave to prepare myself for my papers.. haha...

shiok right?>

haha.. yeah... but very stress lor.. how can study finish... impossible...

Yawnz**

for the past 2 hours.. i only managed to study 4 qns.. haha.. so difficult can!!

haha

today...and... tomorrow.......

2008-11-18T21:50:00.000-08:00

Today...

hmmz.. today my secondary school ask me out for a singing session again.. haha.. but I cant go cause I got exam coming up. So sian.. but what to do? it's for my future to earn a lot a lot of money.. haha.. well.. I dun expect much la.. I just hope I can no need to worry abt money la.. no need to keep budget la.. haha...then i will be satisfy and contended le...well.. what abt you??

today is kind of busy... but still as quiet as always... in the past, I thought that if one's is open to the others, the other will accept this person. but beware....it's not true.. it will only been accepted if both of the person has the same believe... well.. in this world there is always a lot of "act act ppl" or even "backstabber" and the most scariest is "the person who choose to betray your 100% trust or naive"

I know I am a person who easily believe ppl and I am a very sensitive person, be it to actions shown in front of me or facial expression. I dunno whether I should be happy or sad that I had this understanding of ppl's action.. cause it may cause my happiness or even sadness or even disappointment.

Scorpio's for 19/11/08:

Your ego is feeling a little bent out of shape today because you haven't been getting the praise you deserve -- but if you're patient, you'll get what's coming to you. Just try to smile and relax.

my comments:

wow.. seem to be the chance for me to do sth.. well.. jia you ba.. haha...

time has come

2008-11-16T23:37:00.000-08:00

This is the time where I can begin to 修身养性。 I can become gentle girl.. though I am.. but depend to who la...

haha.. my exam are coming in like 2 to 3 weeks time and I still haven start studying.. haha.. What can I say about myself.. too lazy le? or too smart? guess it's the first one...

hmmz... wonder how is my luck today...

Scorpio's:

You've got to let go of some old baggage or maybe a grudge that's not doing anyone any good. It's one of those days when you need to force yourself to do what you know is right for you.

hmmz.. kind of chim ah? haha.. but I understand it perfectly well...haha.. still, I am a person with a big heart...

right?

Then how is for tml then?

hmmz...

Scorpio's:

Events are happening that are beyond your control -- and that's just fine. You may worry a little bit, but it's not the end of the world and you know how to handle stress better than anyone!

I'm so so flattered and honour to see this.. Am I really up to it? hmmz.. who knows...

I miss everyone!!

is it true????

2008-11-14T00:28:00.000-08:00

I feel so sian now... A few things had been on going in my mind...

All my friend.. can u answer me this.. is it true that

- if I treat another person with sincere, there will also treat me with sincerity?
- if I try my best to improve on certain things, will I get what I want in return?
- if I am a good person, it doesn't mean that I will bound to have good blessing?

And

Why is that

- my life seem to be so sad?
- my life seem to be evolve around attention seeker?
- I cant get well with gals?

will there be

- a person who will understand me?
- a person that I can trust here?
- a person who will not push me away?
- a chance where I will be happier and motivated?

haiz... today.. I miss studying...

i hope this person will appear...

2008-11-12T18:33:00.000-08:00

I hope ppl will understand this...

我沉默不代表我不痛
我不痛眼泪就不会流
总是安静承受安静忍受
安静看你走

你说我很适合当朋友
你说我总是会听你说
你说别太难过保持联络
有空的时候

把疼爱都给你把疼痛都给我
最痛是当时微笑送你走
等到你转身后眼泪也不敢流
只怕你偶然还会回过头

把疼爱都给你把疼痛都给我
放开手是我最后的温柔
如果你能飞得快乐自由
这疼痛并不算什么

想挽留　却为什么点头
我不懂　连我都不懂我
如果说的太少　爱的太多
有谁能够懂

把疼爱都给你把疼痛都给我
最痛是当时微笑送你走
等到你转身后眼泪也不敢流
只怕你偶然还会回过头

把疼爱都给你把疼痛都给我
放开手是我最后的温柔
如果你能飞得快乐自由
这疼痛并不算什么

千言万语拥挤我的宇宙
让我震耳欲聋　喔喔
有多少爱　就有多少
沈默的疼痛

把疼爱都给你把疼痛都给我
最痛是当时微笑送你走
等到你转身后眼泪也不敢流
只怕你偶然还会回过头

把疼爱都给你把疼痛都给我
放开手是我最后的温柔
如果你能飞得快乐自由
这疼痛并不算什么

yesterday...

2008-11-11T17:34:00.000-08:00

在做工的时候还真无聊。为什么呢？是不是因为我的工作productivity level 太搞？哈哈。。一定是。其实在这里工作不是不好，只是说如果你没找到一个可以跟你一起的好伙伴，那一定根本没有了工作的动力。对不对？

哈哈。朋友问我为什么要 type Chinese?? 其实是要浪费时间。

算了。昨天我和我的同事们一起去吃东西。我觉得有一点贵。

actually I wear spec quite pretty horx.. haha.. look like small child.. dun bully me ah.. I trying to be like a grown up. haha.. already 20 liao lehz..

still let others think I 18.

my astrology today

2008-11-11T16:29:00.001-08:00

You are a brave person -- you have the strength to take on a tough challenge today.

Overview

Things are really heating up for you -- and it's not all good! That doesn't mean you need to retreat, though, as you can make some great headway if you don't mind going through a bit of conflict to get there.

wei wei...

2008-11-09T19:52:00.000-08:00

我觉得生活如果少了你生命的另一半，那你的生活就一定没有意义。当一个人在经历自己生命的起伏时，往往才会体会到，什么才是对自己最重要的。

你们呢？遇到了对的人吗？如果错过了，不要气馁。因为这也就意味着她/他在哪个时候与你无缘。

我相信每个人生命的那个人往往就是远在天边竟在眼前。我知道自己的那个人应该出现了。

哈哈。我不知道自己在说什么。

我喜欢一个人的感觉，但是更喜欢和我的好朋友的感觉。

给他：

你一定很辛苦吧。好好努力哦。我们一定支持你。加油加油加油！！

those that i hate most...

2008-11-03T18:12:00.000-08:00

I hate this kind of ppl...

two sided personality in the office..
ppl who "ya ya" and act good in front of other and yet i saw the ugly sides of them..
where they obviously are late for work and come in from another door where the managers cant see but when they came early for work, they make sure the managers see it..
everytime surfing the nets and not doing any work till 10.00
know that they are not as pretty yet ... (no comments)

I like this kind of ppl...

serious at work
helpful
no spilt character or personality

nevermind la...

i also tired of office games le.. to me.. everywhere i go, i show my real character be it in favour or ppl dun like.. it still me.. in the long run they will know i'm actually good.

right? all my friend...

my birthday is tml...

2008-10-23T19:24:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF...I AM GOING TO TURN 20 TML...haha...

I bought a badminton racket - NANO BLACK for myself as a present... hmmz..

quite happy.. well.. I dunno how it will go tml.. will there be a splendish meal or a cheap cheap meal? hehe.. who knows..

well... if everyday is my birthday, i will be rich le.. cause everybody will treat me this and that la..

haha.. but I have to bring my father car to go inspection on sat... sianz... make me do this type of chores on my birthday.. sobsob..

yuesheng wan to meet me at 11 PM plus on sunday.. hmmz.. anyone interested? pls tell yuesheng.. haha..

my Big Day coming...tsk tsk

2008-10-19T18:14:00.000-07:00

Actually I quite happy that quite a number of ppl remember my birthday.. But how many will there be? I still counting.. hehe..

I'm so sorry Ben.. I know your Big Birthday is coming this wed. But i cant go cause I got night class till quite late.. I'm so so so sorry.. Dun scold me ok? But i will give u my blessing... I know a lot of ppl wan me to go to your chalet.. haha.. cause i'm needed right.. haha...

well.. must enjoy k??

Haha.. my birthday is also coming.. I also quite excited.. This coming Sat.. hmmz.. how will I spend my day? with my parent? go where leh?? I going to make sure their pockets got a big hole.. haha...

my life

2008-10-13T19:35:00.000-07:00

life have been so harsh on me.. being the youngest being the softest in the household.. i cant sit back and watch my most beloved mother fall...

I tell myself.. I will try my best to help her but who going to save her from the most ridiculous, shameless, useless and hopeless person where she couldn't not care...

How I wish god will take away my next 20 years of birthday wish to fulfill her one wish which I guess everyone in the house know..

Even though I may place myself in a very tight position..

but I tell myself it's worth it to see my my mum smile...

this is two photos...

2008-09-25T22:04:00.001-07:00

ke ai mah?

handsome ma?

handsome ma?

topone ktv

2008-09-22T20:01:00.000-07:00

Went to Topone KTV on the Saturday... with zhang xuan, joseph, peter and nurdin....

I am the only gal.. hmmz.. enjoy with them a lotx... but horx... sth seem to be disturbing the atmosphere.. i will try to upload the photos for u all to see... but most of them is with Zhang Xuan camera.. cause i took it as they are singing.. some are candid photos**

do look out for that.. hehe..

got a few in my HP.. those are the ones I have.. sorry.. hehe..

This morning got a call from Weilong telling me he started his attachment le.. hmmz.. I wondering how will it be like.. well.. interesting work.. but it is at somewhere around Redhill.. kinda of far...

I wondering where Jian Ming attach to...hmmz...

them if this photo is nice...i try to put up tml

riot in Thailand...

2008-09-03T22:56:00.000-07:00

so CHAOTIC in thailand right now.. I look at the map of bangkok and couldn't even allocate the Government House when the riot is going on..

so worried.. will it cancel my trip to Bangkok again this end of Sept? sobsob.. haha..

though my brother say that the area where our hotel is located and the area we are going is no where near the Government house but i still worried that there anyone also can have a gun. the last time i go when i eat at the roadside stalls with the rest of my members, suddenly there is a bang.

at first i tot it is a burst tyre but i look at the car that passed by. it doesn't seem to be any of it too. the bang is a little sharp so i know it sure wont be from car. maybe a motor bike. but my 2nd brother friend, gabriel say that it sound more like a gun shot. I also dunno.. it is so intrigue. well, not long later a lot of the tourist police came and the atmosphere seem so serious..

dun dare to think so much.. we shop shop awhile and we went back to hotel le..

because of this experience, i was a little worried. but what to do? hotel and air tickets has already been paid and i also think that it wont affect the area we are going to be.. let's pray...

ytd went to chee leng house to play mahjong, with yujun and winston.... it is so stressful.. at the very start, chee leng lose almost 30 dollar.. so scary.. winston really very luck and quite skilled. then after that yu jun lose until very jia lat. i lose 14 dollar onli. lucky sia.. if not i die even worst...hehe...

is my life that bad?

2008-09-01T19:56:00.001-07:00

life seem to be very harsh on me.. did anyone understand it?? i guess onli i understand the meaning behind these words...

life is so simple in the past, but easily cheated...

when life become more complicated, u get hurt easily...

when u are confused about the life u wanted to go thru, u are not getting anywhere but getting yourself wounded with scars...

when u finally decide on sth, the most valuable thing is gone...

though the thing u love is full of thorns or even difficult to cherish, u must ask urself, is the thing the most important in your life? if yes, then u must cherish no matter how hard it is on u...

to myself or anyone reading this...

sooorrieee... so long then i blog...

2008-08-10T01:30:00.000-07:00

hello pals... sorry that i so long that i blog... it been sometimes since i first felt i am really very busy...

i really have a lot of work to do.. like studying la.. working la.. eating la.. haha.. i love to eat.. all my friend should know..

that time i just went out with my friend to bugis to sing kara ok.. it's at ICON building.. the facilities there is really not bad.. i reall do recommend ppl to go there for a try.. very cheap also...

nevertheless, today i got a stupid sms from a friend which i got no more contacts with anymore.. this is how ridiculous i can find from a lonely and crazy men who is serving NS...

felt sad for him.. that after living for so long in the world.. there is still so little friends.. haha..

not like me.. i always have so many friends.

right? hehe...

yeah yeah yeah...

2008-07-21T17:12:00.000-07:00

I'm so tired so tired so tired...

can I dun work and married off to a rich and handsome who is good to me and stay our home sweet home? so that I can concentrate on my studies and household matters? how i wish i could sleep at my cozy bed till the sun is right on top of me...

hmmz.. i think it gonna be another few more years before it will happen.. maybe 5 to 7 years.. hehe...waiting for miracle and moment...

when I'm in bangkok hotel room, the thought that came into my mind is that what a different lifestyle I am having now that when I am enjoying the holidays money is also coming in... haha.. nevertheless, I have to face reality... haha..

what am i suppose to do.. so so tired tired..

anyway, where and what is pan dao jiu tian?

i'm back

2008-07-15T20:14:00.001-07:00

I'm BACK...

miss me?

TODAY

2008-07-08T22:05:00.000-07:00

I GOING TO BANGKOK TODAY IN THE EVENING AND BACK ON SAT NIGHT>>>

everybody must miss me ok...

first day at school last week...

2008-07-07T22:44:00.000-07:00

last week is my first time studying in ACCA at Kaplan.. the experience is like "wow".

my feeling is like "now is not the time for child play anymore... serious time and no more spoon feeding.." well, actually i quite like this type of method of teaching.. haha...

the class i attend first is performance management.. haha.. the teacher have an unique voice of her own that could stop me from sleeping... haha.. is it good or bad?

haha.. next on last friday.. i went to dennis sim class for law again.. dar... is like the 2nd year already.. haha.. everything seem so familiar.. haha..

well.. the experience is quite good and i began to like attending class and i think i wanted to achieve what i wanted in 5 years. hmmz... maybe a salary of 5k per month at the age of 27? it is not impossible but achievable.. haha...

tml is a big day for me...

I am going to BANGKOK tml.. all the way sat.. so I will miss everyone...

i had promise yuesheng i will meet him when i come back...

my "champion" photos

2008-07-04T08:19:00.001-07:00

am i handsome looking and smart? a bit wasted har.. haha...

my grad pics....

2008-07-04T07:57:00.000-07:00

sorry for the delay... this is the "handsome pics" i had during my grad day...

The "invincible 5"....

My clique in school..

4 genius woman standing together

the events i came across this few weeks...

2008-06-29T17:33:00.000-07:00

first...

I went to Paya Lebar with long to eat arnold's chicken.. there is really a lot of ppl.. well.. we manage to get the seats fast.. haha.. then we all eat the set meal and then chit chat abt a lot of things... everything is good except that why must he smoke.. haiz.. everytime he smoke, as a close friend and as a person who care, will heart pinch each time too..

well... i cant do anything.. and there is nth i can do although i hope i can do sth...

next...

i went to shun's chalet on the 20th at pasir ris costa sand and really had a great time with my secondary school friends.. everyone of them is like before.. fun and cute and everything... i really love to be with them.. but everytime there is the time lapse before the next meeting and not everyone can turn up also.. really...

we went there to play mahjong and card games.. though it sound boring but i never feel a little bit of boring at all.. cause it NEVER boring... then after we take photos and cut cakes.. then the birthday gal cuts the cake like she is cooking chao kway tiao like that.. haha.. so funny..

then after that me, XUAn, Nurdin, Peter, Shuyi, Shuming, Hua (hwa) ming and wenyang went to 3 hours K box.. haha.. as i join them later, the bill was cheaper by one pax.. haha.. Oh mAN! that's lucky.. then after that 3 of us had to leave first... and everyone look so sad that i had to leave first.. haha.. no joke.. haha.. I also feel the heartache to part with anyone of them...

why like this...

2008-06-16T18:20:00.000-07:00

yesterday I went to eat KFC with my frenz. Then when I was waiting for my food.. I look around and I happen to saw one familiar face through the mirror reflections.. Is it es?? Actually I wanted to ask Mud whether is it es.. but I not sure..

firstly, he was with one ugly plump woman which cannot be his taste.. if not, he must be blinded..
secondly, I was sure was he that short?

haha... well, nevertheless, I went home and watched the first episode of the superband.. so funny and really really very silly la... especially got one mama singer.. she carried her baby in her arms while she was interviewed and the only thing i cared is the baby!!! the baby was so young that his neck wasn't tough yet... I see until so anxious...

a few incidents...

2008-06-09T19:30:00.000-07:00

sunday...

I went to E!hub with zhen long and del for lunch and to check out the prices for the Kbox! regarding to the recent promotion. In the end, it's 11.80 per pax for two hours onli...

then after that we went to NTUC fairprice to buy apples for myself.. haha.. I just love it.. haha.. then I saw Yuesheng, Jian ming and wei lun queueing up too...So logically, I jumped queue. Well, I noticed wei lun has gone slimmer and look pretty bad with the tan and lost weight. It really seem that NS is tough.. I wonder how chee leng will be when he go in.. Cause he already so slim and yet if he become slimmer... wow! I cant think of that...And one thing, they going to watch kung fu panda...

Then I went to party world at loyang point to collect the membership card which entitle me to a 10% discount. haha...

Monday...

I went to watch kung fu panda in the afternoon with students price at E!hub.. there is really a lot of ppl as now is school holidays.. wow.. so squeezy...i give kung fu panda a 3.5 star...

So wei long, when are u treating me to eat ah? never sms also.. so bad.. wooing gal right? at first i think ur sms limit is reaching that's why u never sms me.. but now starting of the month lehz... humph.. bad bad..

my graduation photo...

2008-06-06T01:59:00.001-07:00

hi, to all my loved ones..

after ytd mahjong session at yu jun house means that I really really so long never see you all liao.. aiyo.. miss u all so much.. haha..

mud? how are u? how is your misunderstanding outcome has become?I am worried but dun dare to sms u cause I worried that there may be even more misunderstanding between you and someone. I not sure..

after graduating for more than one week.. this is onli the two photos I free to put up. sorry ah.. but I will put up more smart graduation photos...

sorry for the late update

2008-05-29T19:23:00.000-07:00

sorry for the late update...

this few days I have been quite busy with the matters on hand.

I went to KAPLAN ytd to do my ACCA stuffs.. Schedule to start classes on July. Nervous a little, dunno how it will go...

Then ytd I also just had my graduation ceremony at SP convention centre. Took many many pictures.. when I free I will upload inside.. I so young and vibrant. Especially the one that I took with a SP tie borrowed from my friend. I sure does look smart in it.

afterthat, I went to catch a movie with my gang. The movie is "SEX AND THE CITY".

oh my! This movie is fabulous!! Apart from the censored part and some disgusting scenarios, it is really really a very nice show for couples not boy gang. It's totally worth it as the whole long movie is abt 2 hrs. hmmz..

the storyline is really not bad written. I gave it a 4 star movie. haha..

as for dinner, I went to eat sakae sushi buffet at Raffles Place. So sad! no stocks for my gyoza... saded..

prince narina

2008-05-22T23:30:00.000-07:00

hello pals...

while at Genting, I had already watched Narnia. It is quite an interesting show as I didn't watch the first part. The characters inside is very "alive" and cute...

This 2 hr plus long show really is a friends movie where gangs can choose to watch together. Throughout the whole movie, there isn't any low end and however, there isn't much very very high end. What i can say about this movie is that it worth watching and it has the plot that could make me shed a little bit of my girly tears when it comes to the spirit of self-sacrificing.

This movie is a commendable movie for a fairytale and I would give a 3 and half star for it.

Speedracer....

I also watch speedracer at Genting too!! haha.. i watched a lot of movie ah? hehe

well, in overall, speedracer is kind of kiddie and rely too much on computer graphics. However, the gf of speed is really amazing in the skills she drove the car. It's like better than our racer in the race except the few main character.

Rain in this movie is a little bit bad but I really really felt that this is a better movie he acted in compare to the Cyborg he acted a few years ago which turned out to be a failure to me. "No story line, No point and no attraction"

but in this movie, he is "handsome, decisive" and at least he's english is better than "speed, power and accuracy"

for this movie.. i give 2 and the half star...

I'm back

2008-05-20T18:31:00.000-07:00

Hello!! I'm Back!!

i'm so tired and when I reach singapore I realized that Singapore here is too HOT!! haha.. so warm..

well.. I wish to ask anyone interested with Sony Erisson W660I? I would like to sell this brand new set at $250 (usual Price $399). However, Price negotiable. Just tag mi if interested..

tomorrow..

2008-05-12T18:36:00.000-07:00

so sian.. I have been crazy lately. Missing everyone so suddenly.. hmmz... I guess I really didn't get the chance to see all my childhood friends.. I dislike the feelings that makes feel that all the good memories I have in the past with my friends to disappear or vanish somewhere in my small little memory space I have.

Wei Lun, Wei Long, Yu Jun, Chee Leng, Jian Ming, Shi Jin, Moses, Zi Jing, An Xin, Alvin, Mud and Es and many many more.. sorry for those I didn't have the chance to mention or I accidentally left out.

Sorry about it. I really really wish to have more time to gather with you'll.

well, what I can only say is: "I miss everyone and I am truly sorry"

all my friend... I promise that when I return from my trip to Genting on Sat night, I will meet you'll to give you all some snacks from there.. at least there is sth and nth. haha...

and I will take a lot a lot of pictures too.. haha..

sianz...

2008-05-07T18:54:00.000-07:00

i really really hate to fall sick... and furthermore, i dun know why the sun( tai yang kor kor) so bad mood. Dun u think so??!!

firstly, it didn't rain for a few days until ytd when it finally has a short drizzling... the weather was so hot before then.. when i slp ah, also must wear as little as possible.. of course with the min of a shirt and short pants and inner..... haha

however, it's still very warm.. i dun wan to on my air con.. haha.. save money for my parents.. however, i realise my parents themselves on air con.. sobsob.. nvm... haha

now the weather is cooler anyway.. haha... summer ma...

secondly, that day i went to eat seoul with my friend clique...then my friend, Hendy, passed driving... yeah.. haha.. happy for him.. i can see that he is quite nervous.. hmmz..

all my friend!!! Listen up!!!

i going to Genting next week on thurday with my clique of friends... haha.. yeah.. so happy... pictures will be put up of course..

recalling back...

sometimes back i had said that i went for an endoscopy check up and the doctor diagnosed that i had a sensitive stomach.. he prescribed mi with some painkillers that is quite effective.. haha

during the operation...

at first, the nurse helped mi to stick the needle into my left arms and the needle stay there.. it's seem like an equipment for the doctor to inject med to mi in an easier manner.. it's really very painful lor.. wat lao.. the dot (scar) still can be seen on my hand lor.. then luckily, another nurse inside the operation room tok to mi and i didn't feel that nervous and worried. then the doctor to inject mi.. so scared so scared.. in a split second i fall asleep.. the next thing i know i am at my patient room resting liao.. sobsob...

why is this happening?

2008-05-01T19:01:00.000-07:00

haiz... this morning had been traumatizing. firstly, i found out that this old man distributing the "Today" at my working station is ridiculous. it was because he is also distributing flyers which i believe is another part time jobs of his. what he did is that he force the flyers onto the hands of others. I dunno whether i should call this ridiculous or pathetic. He also wanted to earn a living, but shouldn't be in this way right????

then the second thing is that when i read the "Today" paper then i realise one thing. then actually when i bought my PSP with my debit card. there shouldn't be extra surcharge i should take. Yet the person at sim lim square ask us(a customer) to pay the surcharge for using electronic machine when the association of bank had the agreement that the merchants should be the one taking the surcharge. now the problem is i think i had thrown the receipts away. Now what shall i do??? do u think i can refund the money back from them if i have the receipt?

it's at least 50 bucks that i pay extra. this is really nonsense. even if i rich, i also wont allow this type of nonsense right!!! now i really at lost liao.. dun think i will patronise them anymore. ever!!!

kelvin's BD

2008-04-27T20:35:00.001-07:00

KELVIN'S Chalet

The moment i reach the chalet i saw BBQ mens... haha.. they are souls of the night.. for the happiness of others, they sacrified to cook for us. haha.. good guys.. well, when i reach there, there is one lousy men who claim not to cook and instead, wait for others to cook for him. so bad.. so lazy.. and that men is weilong.. BOoooooo........still dare to drink water...

now.. i show u the warriors of the night...(fighting for chicken wings)

without them, i would have been without food the whole night. though i didn't eat much but thanks to them.

however.. even warriors also need to rest and rejuvenate. haha.. they are men afterall. hehe. haha... *munch munch*

nevertheless.. the most important event for the night.. DTE IDOL...

let's us welcome the no. 1 and only contestant for the night... THAM YUESHENG...with his modified mic!! haha... (he is so nervous till he is not looking at the screen) muhahaha....

then we take photos with the yummy cake and our clan... haha... a bit plan ah.. haha.. no worry.. i will make it more nicer.. haha..

at least there is more colours...

then we decided to go to the new arcade at the DTE block 2. then realise it is not open yet. so we slack at the Nebo to play some board games and have some drinks.. so we play this game where everyone of our clan become animals...

contestants:
Me: meeaaaaa(horse)...moo moo(cow)...chi chi(rats)...sshhhhh sshhhh(snake)
YueSheng:chick chick(chicken)....meehhhh meehhhhh(sheep)... ba gua(???)
Ben: quack quack (duck)...meeeaaa meeeaaa(sheep)...babe(pig)...
Weilong: meow meow meow meow(cat)... ah woofff(lang).. woof woof(dog)
Jun An: lipid lipid(frog)... mea mea mea mea(sheep)... yi orh yi orh(??)
Jian Ming: oink oink(pig)...woof woof(dog)...

this is so far i can remember.. sorry

so.. the big winner is Stefanie Leow Yue Ling.. haha... 3 straight wins...

soon.. everyone is tired.. so we go into the room to rest.. haha.. everyone is resting on the bed.. haha.. watching tv.. sobsob..@.@" lame...

for the original copy do contact mi.. haha..

tml...

2008-04-24T19:46:00.000-07:00

ytd yuesheng called mi to ask mi whether i got go kelvin's chalet... then i was like "dunno"...

firstly, i got work to do in the morning... afternoon may be very tired..

secondly, i didn't realise about the chalet because i didn't have the chance to go MSN ans notice.

however, i already promise yuesheng i will go le.. so today i will try to get sth for him. i'm so tired to type sia.. haha.. lazy...

well... back to one... i dunno what to get for him. I will see what is suitable and buy for him then.

what i plan to do in the future..

i guess i will taking ACCA which means some nights of the week will be burn to study night class... so ke lian.. sobsob.. well.. what to do... there is nothing i can do.. i need to study to earn more money.. haha...

recently, i have been thinking of doing business myself.. but i dunno how to get about it.. well.. i onli can say: "see how it goes in the future".......

tonight going to shop shop.. haha.. today i wear skinny jeans sia.. but the pants too big sia even though it's hipster.. haha.. i guess i buy the waist too big liao.. 27 sia.. i should be getting 26 or 25 lor.. now the pants keep on dropping.. haha.. so shy...

zoo visit.... no 1

2008-04-21T19:23:00.000-07:00

Lazy bear.... now is one of the star in the Zoo...

can you see where the monkey is? haha....

monkeys... so cute... like my ah meng at my home...

birdy.... haha...standing on one legs...

some past pictures...

2008-04-21T19:02:00.000-07:00

eating steamboat with my schoolmates' cliques....

yummy...

moses and delwyn playing PSP at PS Mac.... while waiting for movie to start...

zi jing and an xin.. none in the group must be left out..

hospitalize ytd...

2008-04-18T18:06:00.000-07:00

8am~~~~

early morning, i went to CGH with my mama to do my endoscopy done. we waited for quite long and felt that the service there actually was quite bad. Despite the area of professions, customer services was bad.

i had been feeling this way all the way till the moment i went into the operation room. the nurse who attend to mi, chat with mi and advise mi is friendly. maybe that the reason why she is in there and those lousy ones are out there. haha...

9.am.........

well...i would never forget how the nurse poke that stupid needle into my left hand. i asked her: "if it is pain, she just poke the equipment in just after her replied,: yes" it was damn pain. It felt like some not skillful personnel attending to mi and not a more experience nurse. then the worst is that, the needle is being left there all the way till the operation end back into my room. sobsob...

when the doctor inject the aesthetic thru the equipment, i can feel that the liquid is flowing into my veins thru that needle point. very uncomfortable. then, within one minutes, i already fell asleep...

Zzz..;Z.....

11.am......

when i have conscious, i already back into the room and resting. haha...

what a experience for mi....

sat...

2008-04-12T11:40:00.000-07:00

today, i went back to work in IRAS. first time i had to go back on a weekend. but doesn't matter cause i can claim time-off... haha.. yeah...

then there is one stupid fella who no matter how i explain also dun seem to understand what i am trying to tell him.. uncle.. stupid...

then afterthat, mi, alvin and del went to back together. today is the BA students farewell party. so after all the public had left, some students played the guitar and one sing song.. oh my, it kind of more eventful compared to last year, during my times...

then afterthat, i went home to take a nap.

then i meet my home clique at 8 to go to bedok 85 to eat dinner. i cant believe my friends had to wait for 45min for just one bloody stingray. sian lor.. too bad.. no no. plate and too many ppl...

i eat the pork porridge and 2 chicken wings.. yeah.. with of course, water chestnut... not so heaty mah...

then we take bus 17 back le.. yawnx... so tired... tml must slp more more...

it been so long.....

for the whole week...

2008-04-04T01:27:00.000-07:00

sorry my friend. referring to zijing, moses and an xin... and delwyn... regarding the gathering pics, i will post it in my friendster most probably tml.. hope u wont mind. it was because i was very busy with my work and always seem to slip off my mind.

furthermore, i had planned an outing for the all of us. i will contact u all in person.. it will be held on the sat, 12/04. do keep urself free...

during my work, i discover sth. i discovered that i dun like "yaya papaya" aunties.. so irritating.. haiz.. i cant say much.. but all they are is a little bit educated and come raising their voice like nobody business. like "chicken"... haha

well, it has been tired for the whole week, but i managed to squeeze out some time to go for the popular sales in expo to do some shopping for the stuffs i need in my office. haha... i bought about 40 plus dollar. is that a lot? haha... well, at least i bought chinese books... haha.. for what? read lah!!

@.@'

take care... muacks

today...26/03/08

2008-03-26T01:01:00.001-07:00

today at work is like normal day... as usual i helping with the helpline..

then i eat my lunch with chun yuan and alvin.. haha.. my school mates.. so many SP students here..

like one big family like that.. this is really great's...

today i can say it going to pass very smoothly, meaning not as busy as other days where there isn't any much time for toilet. haha...

good day to all my friends..

work's life...

2008-03-24T17:16:00.000-07:00

no doubt's it have been a busy week with my work. enqueries and work is non-stop but i feel very happy to work in such environment. nevertheless, i choose this place myself. hehe.

that night after work i went out with one of my clique to have some dinner and i saw my friends under my block. they are very ridiculous lor. what a waste to tear up such a cute doll where someone(ys) cant catch it that weekend earlier. haha...

well, this is all my friends. they like to do things that are outstanding and unpredictable yet a bit angry. haha..

i realise that my ___ is someone who onli know how to use his mouth to talk yet dunno how to be more fair and justice. this makes mi feel angry and disappointed. i feel like giving up on ____. but forget it. i cant choose.

nvm... i tell myself to continue looking ahead and carry on my life. Stress is not = smoking.
i hope someone will understand before it's too late. rmb... that's is not the onli way out..

tuesday...

2008-03-17T21:57:00.000-07:00

monday....

i went for medical check up at CGH whereby the doctor check my stomach height and weight and blah blah blah...

in the end, i have to go for a surgery ard the mid april to further confirm my health status in regarding my stomach. therefore, i will be undergoing endoscopy surgery where the doctor will insert a tube into my mouth to check if there is any ulcer or infection in my stomach.. yee....

but that will happen after the doctor inject mi with some anaesthetic... however, the nurse that brief mi about the procedures said that the tube thing will onli takes about 5 to 10 minutes but i will sleep for about 2 hours. i was like @.@'

i actually tot of driving sia. i think better not. wait accident. haha.. furthermore, my mama will be with mi... haha..

today...

as usual i am at work now, using my break times to blog.. haha.. i'm so full... i ate potato puff with hot milo in the morning and i eat rice in the afternoon, together with a piece of honeydew and a can drink. now i feel so sleepy....

all my friend.. i will upload the photos we take during the steamboat soon.. bear with mi for the time being... thanks...

free lunch buffet

2008-03-14T04:55:00.000-07:00

we have moved to the new ofice so there is a home coming party that all the staffs is invited to the bufet during lunch times...

so good. no need to spent money to eat and i can have all the food i want.. the chicken wings is really really nice. lucky i took 2 cause later on when i want to go take some more... all is gone!!!

the small little cakes are nice... yummy...

my saliva drooling...

13/03/2008

2008-03-13T02:32:00.000-07:00

ytd hang out with yuesheng at downtown east for dinner. we saw wei lun and jian ming there catching soft toys.

today

once again i am back at work and feeling the same. outcast.

why? even though they are just one behind mi yet they seem 10 miles away. i tried to catch up or even join but it seem like i failed. haiz... i am kind of tired. the question is, am i not suppose to sit the place i am sitting now? where i should jus give it to others for a happy ending?

to mi, i am totally helpless, i tot our work relationship would be better as we were classmates before. but it seem that it doesn't appear to be wat i think to mi.

my feeling...

one person using the com to type my blog and two of them happily chatting behind mi. there is not spaces for mi to enter or any means for mi to do so. i can onli secretly or strain my ears to hear wat they say and hopefully i could chat a few sentence with them. times and again i would turn my head and look at what they are doing hoping to join in.

well, i dunno why like this. but i guess.. so what we are classmates and so coincidentally we can be colleague??? it is all too nice to be truth. i also hate the idea to be alone and the fact that i am not alone yet i felt alone. nvm.. i dun know wat i talking about...

end of the day...

my pride hurt..

some entertainment...

2008-03-10T08:45:00.000-07:00

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19) Patient and wise. Practical> and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny.. Can> be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act> before they think and can be Unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like> competition. Get what they Want.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18) Optimistic and honest. Sweet> personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and> loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but> original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric> personality.

PISCES- The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20) Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very> creative and imaginative..May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't> like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind.> Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

ARIES- The Daredevil (Mar 21 - April 19)> Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun.> Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse.> (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose> interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive.> Tends to be physical and athletic.

TAURUS - The Enduring One (April 20 - May 20) Charming but aggressive. Can> come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong,> has endurance. Solid beings that are stable and secure in their ways. Not> looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable.> Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard -> passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious> temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.

GEMINI- The Chatterbox (May 21 - June 20) Smart and witty. Outgoing, very> chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable But needs to express themselves.> Argumentative and outspoken. Like change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes> nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent.> Beautiful physically and mentally.

CANCER- The Protector (June 21 - July 22)> Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome.> Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative.> Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily> hurt, but sympathetic.

LEO- The Boss (July 23 - Aug 22)> Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like> boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help Others.> Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive.> Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is> important to Leos. Attractive.

VIRGO- The Perfectionist (Aug 23 - Sept 22)> Dominant In relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word.> Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager.> Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to.Hard to please. Harsh.> Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22)> Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique> appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful,> generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily.> Procrastinators. Very gullible.

SCORPIO- The Intense One (Oct 23 - Nov 21)> Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive.> Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds> grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long Relationships.> Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and> Emotional.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One (Nov 22 - Dec 21)> Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome).> Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing.> Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be> around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes> hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight> clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

why??

2008-03-10T07:54:00.000-07:00

monday blues...

early morning i notice that the no. of ppl taking MRT is lesser than usual. is it becauseof monday blues?? or i reached early as usual?

well.. today i went to work. as usual i was attached to listen calls again. initially i was with zee but were force to separate because of certain reasons. so, i was attached with XT. then after awhile when i walked zee desk, i saw her with zi. despite the same reasons, they are allow to be together.

at first i was disappointed. deep in my heart, i felt sad that despite almost friends for 3 years yet things like this would happen. certain may thought that i think too much into it but i knew the feeling best. is it because of race? maybe... but i do not have this problem with siti or mud. i dun like this feeling where i'm seems to have yet i'm alone.

mud, i guess u knew what i am trying to say right? i guess u know how i feels... cause u know mi well enough. i tried to build up the r/s but it seem it takes two to clap.. i felt disheartened. then when i tried to open an topic, it either ended with a few sentence or cant be bothered to hear.

i regret. why if i can be very good friends with ppl i know onli less than 1 month and yet not as close compare to my poly friends??? is it because i'm chinese?? why cant mix ard... i'm puzzled.

haiz... all i feel now is that, i wished that i could quickly get hold of everything at work and can handle my own stuffs. i dun wish to be independent but in this environment, it make my life that way...

wat can i do? i dun need comfort. i need solutions.. haiz..

as a perm staff..

2008-03-05T00:17:00.000-08:00

in the first day as a perm staff...

my feeling...

BORING!!!

i had to study certain things that i had already studied before... haiz...

second day???

my feeling...

BORING!!!

but... tired and sleepy..

boring day...

2008-03-02T02:59:00.000-08:00

today is a good slacking at home as it would be so comfortable to sleep in ur own comfy bed while it's drizzling outside.

recently i have a habit that when i sleep my Meng Meng will stood by mi to stand guard and while i'm outside fighting, Meng Meng will rest at home and wait for my return.

the rest of my roomaily (home -> family , room -> roomaily) will also be beside my bed everyday awaiting for mi. haha...

yesterday went with my friends to eat pizza hut. roughly spent about 20 bucks onli. ex? cheap? or reasonable?

in the future, weekend will seem like a nice day where i could have my beauty sleep and fight for the future week ahead.. haha...

see? i dun even know wat i trying to say...do u? haiz.. haha...

back from my friends chalet...

2008-02-22T20:22:00.000-08:00

thursday....

reach home ard 2 am in the morning feeling very shack... so many things happen..
that day i went to my clique chalet and ate steamboat with them. so i had helped to prepare the foods and other things. so happy. feel like a gathering in someone's house like that...

(maybe in the future, a fw years down the road it may become like that) hehe

so finally all the food were done and we start eating. YEAH!! but, the oil cant seem to be hot. so we wastefully waited for like 10 to 15 min for the oil to get hot. in the end we take out the foil. and soon ard 2 min we get everything in hand.

i like the feeling when i gave a hand in sth and everyone were so happy in return. haha..

after eating the steamboat, i went to prepare the Yu Sheng with Edmund and Wei long. so everyone start to lao Yu Sheng and oH!! everything went to the floor...

haha...

i stepped some! so i went into the wash room to wash and quickly took the floor mat to clean up in the living room.. wow! what a mess!!

haha... after cleaning up, i went to cut the cake i bought for them... Choc Truffle!!

in a few mins, the cake were gone!!!haha.. so happy...

then we started to play cards like BJ and in-betw. i didn't money. so i use Yuesheng one first then weilong invested some capital on mi and jian ming invested some in in-between. hehe.. i so good... haha!!!

then in the end i forget the reason why we take a break and the game stop. hmmz...so.. a few more events happened and i finally went home. hehe

yuesheng sent mi home and we have a nice brother-sister talk. i hope everything go smooth and his dream will come true. and thanks yuesheng for giving mi the one piece soft toy.. thank you!!

friday....

i went to work as usual. then i met my clique at night at the badminton court. then cheeleng came with a very very cute chubby gozilla soft toy... sobsob.. who can give mi neh??? haiz... then we went to eat. i eat some fruits. yippee!

then after we went to void deck to chat all the things and ate edmund mini poppers... haha.. so nice. first time eat that. hehe. well.. i seem to feel like everyone like that so simple and nice is like last time.

the most important things in life, is that u have to know what u want for in ur life and what really suits u... furthermore, certain things cant be always in ur ways. to avoid unnecessary misunderstanding, u have to be clear of ur stand.

work...

2008-02-20T02:09:00.000-08:00

today at work is like a waste of time in my eyes. but in other ppl eyes is like easy money.

why??

it is because.. i earning near 7 dollars by sitting there in front of an off computer reading magazines, reading newspaper, taking short nap and eat sweets for the whole day!! oh my!1 one thing for sure is that it's very boring.

together, we play PSP and another play DS.

and when it is 5 pm we signed out and knocked off!! earning more than 50 bucks by sitting there.

how come??

what to do when u are exempted from training??? haiz.. no need to do anything while others is learning theory and having quizzes!! hmmz.. well.. at least we could relax a bit.

future...

tml i have an interview in IRAS... wondering how it will go.. hmmz... all my friends wish mi good luck...

when will u appear...

sunday...

2008-02-18T15:17:00.000-08:00

as planned, i should be going to my friend's (chee leng) house to bai nian wan. but my grand mother was admitted to hospital that morning at around 5 plus to CGH. it was a shocking news but it was due to low blood pressure and some heart problem which = to low red blood cell.

so in the end, i went to visit her and came back home at around 3 and i miss the chance of bai nian. then i went out for a lunch and meet one of my clique myat downtown and then after that together we went to meet the rest of my friend.

i saw wei lun and jian ming there too!! but i did not call them..sobsob... cause got some reasons so i cant call out to them.. well, guess they can understand. hehe.

so monday i went to visit my grandmother again with my brother but she was sleeping so cant chat with her.

get well soon...

HAppy Valentine's Day!!!

2008-02-13T08:26:00.000-08:00

today is Valentine's day.. do u have any date???

hmmz..well.. today i have a very important matter to handle.. haha...

dunno how it will turn out to be...hmmz...

well.. let's not talk about that then..

next tuesday i will be reporting for temp job le.. yipee.. so happy.. it is because i will be working together with a my click of friends!!

yeah!!!

i think we are consider lucky though. we are able to study together in the same class, work together after graduation and keep in contact in future too!!

this is happy ending!

wonder how it will goes....

today outing with my friends...

2008-02-10T08:41:00.000-08:00

today, i meet zi jing, moses and delwyn for movie at cine. we watch ah long pte ltd. before that, we went lunch together at some place... *forget where liao* to eat korean food.. nice nice.. yum yum... tou fu pot... saliva drip drip**

then after we share a party of 4. 40 plus onli.. it was quite cheap...that show was really really very funny la.. keep laughing lor.. haha.. sissy.. haha.. i dunno how to describe quite a nice show to watch..

then after the movie alvin join us for steamboat at kallang.. haha... nice gather!!!

after that, the whole click went to walk walk at geylang. my friend kena attack!! oh my!! we were laughing sia when he reject the lady as the lady sigh... haha

dunno what to say.. this is why u have to stick with ur friends when u walk and not unknowingly walk too far away till we cant save u.. haha...

thinking wat to do tml.... sobsob...

Lunar new Year Chu 3

2008-02-08T22:15:00.000-08:00

wow... the first two days can say as disaster can say as new experience...

the first day, as usual i went to my ah ma house... eat and play.. my brothers and mi, together with my cousin, play in-between and the funny part is that everyone kena paid double. haha..

well.. thereafter, the collecting of hong bao starts.

tml i will be going out with my click to watch movie and eat steamboat. that's how life is like.. go out with frenzs... haha..

i dunno what i trying to say. but i guess everyone can feel that new year is a good thing.

HAPPY NEW YEAR

i'm a graduate!!!

2008-02-02T08:35:00.000-08:00

well... sorry for the late updating.. this few times have been busy going out with my friends... well.. i have finished my FINAL exam like last thursday.

yeah.. now i'm waiting to start work and CNY to come.. no more studying for now... haha...

this few days have been a nice gathering days with my friends.. i went to ben's house to play mahjong and also melvin's. irregardless of the results, the process is the nicest.. laughter and excitement.. this and that...

furthermore, holidays... yeah..

wondering how it will be like to turn 20... haiz... starting with 2... but 0 instead of 9... haha.. mud do u understand? haha.. i know u know wat i meant by that.. well.. sound old.. right? maybe this is another start of a new stage of my life.

now in life, seeing ppl hanging out with xiao di di or xiao mei mei or ppl having some ai mei relationship is like..." wake up la.. how old le? jus get straight to the point!" like as ppl become more mature in mind they tend not to beat around the bush and waste time thinking on sth that is unreasonable.

well, life!!

friends!! enjoy!!

exam times...

2008-01-24T06:56:00.000-08:00

wow.. i am so excited when i realise i will be having mylast exam in my poly life in this month. at the end of this month, i will finished my poly life le... i wonder where will be the next destination of my life will be... the turning point...

but..

i am also sad to end my school, students life... school life is fun... life is always contradicting...

when i am studying, i wanted to work, to earn money.

but knowing i am going to finish my school life, i longed to continue studying.. that is the time when ppl can relax and do not vex about life.. haha...

nevertheless, i wish all DAC 3rd year graduating students all the best...
tml is MA II exam.. going to explode le.. hmmz... i still watching my korean dramas.. haha...

i miss my friends... but....

2008-01-19T08:35:00.000-08:00

haiz... finally my FYP is finally over.. what a great relief...

however, it didn't end in a good ending whereas many conflicts, narrow-minded behaviour and anger within it. but i cant say much. so what i'm leader!! i have to protect my team as if i do not voice out for them who will? and furthermore, in this world there is really too many different types of ppl that u may not have a chance to meet and to counter. this counter will make u feel that, in this reality world, when

u are in primary school, u fight for friends

u are in secondary school, u fight for result/friends/dignity/fame

u are in ITE/Poly/JC, u fight for grades/group mates

all this fighting will not onli hurt those who really wish to make friends with u and also create a lot of sad things and angry things...

haiz.. all i can say.. in this realistic and practical world, ppl are selfish. ppl like us who dun care abt fame or crashing other ppl marks stuff are always the victims of this type of selfish act.

nvm.. everything is over.. i am now preparing for my exam which is coming in the coming week...

i miss all my frenz... yuesheng, jian ming, yu jun, chee leng, wei long, ben, edmund, wei lun and many more... so sad... why i have to grad first.. sobsob.. haiz...

nevertheless, i am keep thinking of u all.. haha...

today...

2008-01-09T17:19:00.000-08:00

today had to wake up early in the morning at 6.30 a.m. to go to school because there is one lesson in CSB which is so boring as it onli teach how to write resume, minutes for a meeting and agenda. there is even role playing for a meeting. why do we have to learn this...

well... i not going to be a secretary in the future mah... i wan to be in accounts line. aiyo... so sian...

exams coming... so stress and excited.. wondering how much i will score..

today is our school open house.. should be quite a number of ppl...

what happen this few days...

2008-01-09T03:32:00.000-08:00

i discovered my lecturer new car which is a new sport car with a red strip on top. look funny and everyone of us were thinking why red!!!??? why and furthermore, another lecturer change the same car with him. GAY men!! haha...

this coming sat my sch had open house. i will be tour coordinator at the convention centre. haha.. dunno how will it go.. i got some info that last year Diploma in accountancy cut off point is 12.. isn't that good.. more more good course lor..

i wondering how i will be in 3 years time.. still studying or climbing up my corporate ladder or both? i guess both ba.. cause aiming to earn 2700 by the end of another 3 year.

no matter what, i will be graduating at the end of this month.. must chong for my final year exam le...

today... so fast..

2008-01-06T04:41:00.000-08:00

time flies so fast.. soon i will be gaduate and end my student life.. what will be my new year resolution?

i guess is to work hard and strive up my corporate ladder.. and to pass my ACCA exam. together with my frenz.. we will work hard together..

how will be the work life be like? no matter what, mi is still mi.. though dressing code and fashion will change as environment changes.. haha.. even my new year i had brought G2000 wan.. dunno is it nice to wear or not.. haha.. but it look really different.. well.. i will wear that on chu yi.. if ever my frenz are lucky enough to see it.. that's good...

PSP slim

2008-01-03T00:56:00.000-08:00

i have brought that for my christmas present... though it is not a need but jus simply buy out of fun. haha.. no matter what i will not make spoil and play with it carefully and not abuse it...

today i jus did my role-play for a meeting... i am the chairperson and i am suppose to conduct the meeting. the teacher comment that our play is quite short but lucky not much negative comments..

my other classmates have negative comments like: " bitchy..." or plot is not very well created which cause my frenz who is quite innocent to penalise for marks as he was suppose to act late but in actual fact he is not late. and the lecturer say she cant grade him based on that one sentence he had made and had to penalise for being late. that's sad right? well.. no matter what, the lesser u do the lesser mistake u made.

therefore, i am the chairperson and i am lucky that our plot was not that bad afterall... organise i shall say...

a new 2008

2008-01-01T22:05:00.000-08:00

everybody.. happy new 2008.. how is everybody feeling about the new 2008?? it sound nice and look nice...

for mi, it will be an auspicious year when it come to gambling.. haha..

well, there is a good news for myself.. i have slim down a little bit.. though it not very significantly visible.. haha...

holiday for two weeks

2007-12-13T23:50:00.000-08:00

congrats to all SP students.. now is school holidays le.. so good..

yeah.. guess all night activities with all my friends is going to start??? haha

well, hey guys, where we going for christmas day? orchard hotel? or wat?

how about the D & D? are u going? but guess we go out outselves is better...

time really flies..

haha.. enjoy enjoy..

some things i realised...

2007-12-09T17:18:00.000-08:00

life is very ridiculous.

do u know why?

if you do, you understand the ups and downs of life. there isn't anything i can add on.

if u don't, well.. this show that there is still a long way for u to go in your life. life is not always smooth as u think when u are a child still under the protection of your parents. nevertheless, as ppl grow up, they are expose to hurt to tear and to horror. of coze, they also expose to happiness, freedom and love.

no matter what u have experience till now, dun think that it's the most. of coze, in different stage of life, u will experience different things.

i no need to say much. but i am happy now with all my school life and friends.

to yuesheng : though i feel that the comment u give to my friendster does not come directly from u. feel like a prank or anything. nvm.

today is so lucky...

2007-12-05T22:40:00.000-08:00

today.. i had set my alarm clock at 6.15 am but i overslept till 7.16 where i have a test at 8 am.

so what am i going to do? die lor!!!

haha.. no no no.. thanks to my nice and good relationship with my brothers, i am able to get a free ride to my sch. i reached school at ard 8.10 when i leave my house at 7.30. that is fast right??

hehe.. during the ride, my brother told mi that he changing his car to honda civic blah blah blah.. i onli know it is a 1.6 litres car where i find it interior quite elegant.

then he ask mi whether i want anything when he go to taiwan during the month of january. i was thinking bag again. haha.. well... recently i like one bag which is very rare. you won't see jus any wherelse and i forget where i last seen it... haiz.. i quite sad about it...

today in school

2007-12-03T23:31:00.000-08:00

wow wow wow.. thanks for the comment given by Yuesheng..

haha.. the day before yesterday i went to melvin house to play mahjong with all my friends. we play as we chat.. it's always fun.. though we are keep doing the same thing like play mahjong.. but i really enjoy the feeling of everyone being together.

in melvin's house, he has a dog. nicky i guess... starting the dog keep barking at yu jun.. haha.. so funny.. is like wherever he goes, he bark. haha.. and he keep hiding under the bed.

after a while.. it came licking at mi.. from my back to my leg to my foots...

i always rmb it pouncing on mi.. oh my. i cant take it... haha..

that day was kind of tiring though.. still have to go to Lee hom concert at stadium cove.. kind of tired.. but really enjoying everything... life should be like that...

today i had jus finished one of my presentation.. kind of bored though but we have to do it. well, i had done my best.. shouldn't be that bad as no matter wat i still consider kind of outspoken type.

furthermore, today i a bit sad abt my friend happening. though i cant say wat as it is not bery good but i wish to say that in my heart actually i was quite sad abt it though i didn't express sadness abt it. so jia you everyone...

long day in schoo.. the food Implosion

2007-11-28T22:18:00.000-08:00

wow wow wow.. this few days in school has been a disaster.

starting from a few days before, there is a competition on food implosion. by hearing the name.. it can imply that it is a competition abt eating..

it is totally disgusting and very commendable..

first round, contestents are required to eat crackers, a big plate of plain rice, 4 pieces of plain bread and a huge plate of potato wedges.. tat's a lot la... furthermore, they are racing against time and speed..

today, the second round was even worst.

contestents enter into this semi-qualifying round was commendable. this time, they are to finish one bowl of cereal, one whole bottle of carrot juice about 1.5 Litres, one whole plate of donuts abt 12 of them, half of the hard bread like those selling in Delifrance.. where ah gong ah ma like to eat with coffee.."jian tou rou ti" haha.. and furthermore, one cup noodles...

oh my, who in the world can eat up so much... these guys are crazy...

and the worst things happen today, there is one guy where he accidentally spilled some of the carrot juice on to the cereal for easy swallowing and on the donuts and the table.. he uses his hand to swap the carrot juice that is on the table into his cereal bowl and HE FINISH IT.

he came in 3rd.. oh my..

but for jus three dollars.. he ate his full...

of coze.. there is also category for groups.. but mostly gals.. nth much to see...haha

the day i went to the Expo food fair

2007-11-21T23:22:00.000-08:00

the day before yesterday... i went to the singapore food fair to eat. while i was walking ard to eat and buy the foods. i realise one thing.

in the current world, despite with all those laws etc protecting the rights of the women... there is still one thing that they miss out.

according to the law, when one person ( guy) was sued or charged with molesting the woman Chasity by violating her. it constitute to molest. in other words, the guy touched her breast or any other part of the woman body that she feel uncomfortable with.

however... what if the lady uses her breast to poke or having contact with ur arms or other parts of your body?

the things i saw in expo is that...

ladies... instead of protecting from being touched or molested, they use their breast to push ard in the crowd, regardless of whether it is men or lady she is pushing.

that's wat i experience and encounter with. i was being pushed by a lady with huge assets. that's really kind of funny feeling i have abt this incident.

why are they not embarrassed abt it?

hmmz... leave for u all to comment...

to all my friend...

2007-11-17T05:44:00.000-08:00

yoz... friends in EEE

all the best for ur MST...

yujun, cheeleng, phan, melvin and huai bin...

all jai you.. 4 pointer is ur target.. go go go...

i hate this

2007-11-15T22:08:00.000-08:00

so angry... i hate ppl who onli use their bloddy mouth to say but never do... they can always find excuse for everything..

why in the first place wan to show off? it's merely onli help ppl by 10% or less.. and the other 90 % is earn by themselves!! is it so big abt their pride??? to hell with that.. i hate ppl for that.. and yet.. ppl are not ashame of it at all...

this in turn onli tell mi.. they are not trustable.. for wawt had hope in them.. i think i rather choose to do it myself.. dun ask other to help.. if not, still must accept their humiliation or false hope.. right???

do u think that???

WONG LEE HOM

2007-11-14T17:02:00.000-08:00

yeah... i got two tickets for wang lee hom concert at the stadium cove... sound not bad right?

haha.. all thanks to my good characteristic and personal traits.. haha.. agree?

nevertheless, today was so tired.. i have to wake up at 6 plus in the morning which mean i onli slept for 4 hours onli.. so sad.. that is not enough at all lor.. sob sob...

maybe today will be going to K box with my friend or eat sushi with my friends.. dunno which one to join.. haha.. well..

today is also consider quite a fully utilized day..